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Apr. 26th, 2010 | 10:42 pm

Trumpet is coming home! Bunny bunny bunny bunny :)

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Apr. 21st, 2010 | 12:54 am

I'm utterly disgusted by what I see in the mirror and am hoping 3 hours in the gym 7 days a week and a vegan diet will finally undo the damage, I'm so fed up of despairing at how I look and wishing I had never had that stupid implant :(
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Apr. 17th, 2010 | 12:31 am

I've managed to spend 60 quid on my hair today in an attempt to save it, ordered some pro red dye with 2 different strength peroxides so i can use the weakest on my blonde and the strongest on my roots and some tigi shampoo and conditioner and a tigi extra strong weekly conditioner, will see if i can make it grow long again 

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Apr. 16th, 2010 | 01:30 am

I'm so tired but at least i have finished the garden, i need to ring the docs again tomorrow and see if my notes have turned up from the old docs so my new doc, who is actually good for a change, can refer me to the hosiptals infectious dieseases department with suspected ME and i also need to be checked out for polycystic ovaries as i'm having pains right where i suspect they are even when i'm not on my period and my sister has it, joy, and i also need to get acupuncture for my migraines, i would love to remember what it feels like to be normal and not have some shite thing niggling at me constantly, i know it could be a lot worse i could have something far more serious or incurable so i shouldn't grumble too much but i still hate feeling wank so often...

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Apr. 15th, 2010 | 03:07 am

I miss Mark so much, I was in agony tonight just thinking about him, sometimes I wonder if he was just a dream, so hard to picture him now, and remember all that was. Sometimes I think Adam was a dream too, did that really happen or did the world I live in inside my head take over momentarily? I feel very sad this evening and just can't seem to shake it, I want to start again sometimes, set the clock back to five years ago and make things right, save him. I get so angry and can't bear the frustration of something so final and irreversible as what he did to himself that I can't bear it...

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Apr. 12th, 2010 | 06:00 pm

 today i ordered a patio set with a parasol and glass table with folding metal chairs, 4 stackable green plastic chairs for extra (they were only a fiver each) and a new BBQ, then i scrubbed the patio down with some cleaner twice over, its still drying but its definitely not green any more, or dangerous either seeing as it was so covered in crap every time it rained if you walked on it you would fall to your death! looking forward to a BBQ this sunday to celebrate, i only have 2 beds left to dig up and some veg to plant and my garden is done, if anyone wants to come give me a shout, i've invited people on fb but only invited people in sheff but anyones welcome

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really boring gardening entry

Apr. 7th, 2010 | 12:21 am

I totally loved today :)

Started work on my garden, its taking shape already, its been so neglected by the previous tennants but has the potential to be awesome as its pretty big. I mowed the lawn, chopped down loads of weeds from the high wall on the left hand side and sprayed the roots with weed killer, i pruned the rose bush in the far corner, put solar lights along the path, bought an arch and built it over my park bench then planted a pink rose bush either side to climb up it, i also dug up 2 of the plant beds and planted giant sunflowers in the far left corner and a mix of different pink and blue flowers and panzies in the closest bed. I'm going to dig up the longest plant bed that runs the length of the high wall and plant various vegetables, clear the rubbish thats in the corner next to the outhouse and move both the bins there to open up the patio, clean the patio down as when it rains its unbelievably slippery and get the landlord to take the bloody shopping trolley away! i'm going to buy a table and chairs set with a parasol i've seen and also a new BBQ to go on the patio, its going to look lovely, the only thing i'm not sure what to do about is there is a massive pile of dried dead twigs right at the bottom of the garden which is hiding another plant bed, so i could plant more flowers or vegetables, but there are like a million spiders on the twigs, like there's a nest or something, i can't burn it, really not sure what to do, i can't just leave it there, its ruining the look of my nice garden, i'm going to text the landlord and see if i can palm the job onto him...

i also really want to build a higher fence s the garden is almost totally closed off aside from the low fence, though that would cost a lot and if i leave sheffield in 16 months for uni it would just be a waste of money, shame

Oh and i started spraying my kenwood chef today, its almost done just needs the coat on the bottom doing that was hidden by grass as i had it out in the garden, its baby pink and looks amazing! i'm really glad now andy guilt tripped me into not buying the pink one on ebay which went for over 100 quid, though i am now tempted to buy another kenwood as they're like 30 quid and spray it pink or blue and sell it on ebay...

Oh and i have a job interview on thurday for a summer bar job, which would be perfect as i'm only going to be skint in the summer, and i'm also meeting an anne summers rep on friday with a view to becoming one myself, i could well sell dildos in my spare time

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Mar. 18th, 2010 | 10:25 pm

 i spoke to conan via text today, he said he was sorry and felt really bad, i said he should feel bad, that i'd been dicked around by enough wankers to last me a lifetime and didn't expect him to turn out to be the same, he said he hoped we could be friends, i said not likely, can't trust you, and i assumed he wasn't going to tell his gf he'd had an affair, funnily enough i had no reply to that one, men are idiots, this isn't going on a locked post or friends only as usual its public, if he gets find out because of it then its his too bad for not telling her straight up that he spent 3 weeks coming to sheffield cheating on her

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Mar. 15th, 2010 | 09:18 am

 he picked her, funny how he chose to do the right thing, but no doubt has no intention of telling her he's been cheating on her for a few weeks, guys are such dicks, even the nice ones. 

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Feb. 22nd, 2010 | 10:41 pm

I'm totally in love with the hot guy with the
mowhawk in glee... That is all

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